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Monday, May 30

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Sunday, May 22

Non Addiction

I am *not* addicted to Clinkers. I am *not* addicted to Clinkers. I am *not* addicted to clinkers. I am *not* addicted to Clinkers. I am *not* addicted to Clinkers. I am *not* addicted to Clinkers. I am *not* addicted to Clinkers.

I *am*; however, addicted to Pringles.

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Tuesday, May 17


OMG I thought it only happened in slapstick comedies and those gag videos online, but no - it happens in real life. 'What?' I hear you ask. Well, not-so-long-story short, I FELL OFF THE TREADMILL at the gym today!

See, I was just starting a walk on the treadmill when I got there, as is my custom, when S (one of the trainers) cane up behind me to tell me that my personal trainer J had to rush off. So of course, I turned when i heard my name, and lost my rhythm on the machine and narrowly missed losing my nose.

Funny as!
Okay, maybe not so.

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Wednesday, May 11

Why can't *my* fortress of solitude be crystalline? Damn you, Superman!

[ mood = downheartedly sad music = Stephen Gately - Do Without Me ]

This entry was embargoed on 11 May 2005 for one month.
This entry was released on 10 June 2005, and permanently edited on 16 June 2005.

Well, it seems that I am once again single. Goddammit, what's wrong with me that I can't find a stable relationship to be in? Curses to the internet and online chat - the scourge of broken hearts and relationships everywhere, I reckon.

What is wrong with people (myself included) that they/we can't bring ourselves to pick up the damned phone and call the people we need to call; that we can't enunciate in words what we are feeling, and the effects that situations are having on us. A crisis of emotions, with the inclusion of weakness in the form of low self-esteem.

I just can't take my stoopid emotional problems any more - mood swings, untreated psycho-illness .... whatever you want to call it. I'm f*cked in the head - yes, I'm the first to admit that. And yeah, I can sit here and say "I'm only human" or "things will get better" or "I'll adapt", but at the end of the day, I spent today and this evening in a mess - my temporary house of cards blown down once again by my own stoopid need to open the windows to let someone other than myself into my house.

Why do I bother?

Tuesday, May 10

Star Wars Episode I : The Phantom DVD

[ mood = buzzed music = Tragically Hip - Nautical Disaster ]

I am wrapped - EC got me a ticket into the Directors Lounge to see Star Wars Episode III on it's Australian premiere date! A thousand thousand sardines to EC! And we were planning on having a bit of an Episode I and II double feature ahead of going to see III but we have hit a wall - none of us have a copy! I spent all afternoon checking video stores (of both the hire and purchase variety) with no luck. My paranoid side reckons every outlet has been instructed to remove all things Ep I and II related from shelves, except those visual dictionary books.

In the Chapel Street / Toorak Road area, I tried:
- Video Ezy;
- Blockbuster;
- Virgin Megastore;
- His Master's Voice (HMV);
- Dixons Recycled Discs;
- that arty mega store wot stocks obscure titles;
- Safeway, Toorak;
- Safeway, South Yarra; and
- Coles.

No luck anywhere! Grrrrrrrr.

So now the APB has gone out for a copy of the elusive Episode I (I have Episode II - it's sitting next to my computer now, taunting me).

And just to show how short an attention span I have, whilst waiting in the express lane line to pay for my tomato paste and 3.3L of apple juice, I was mildly surprised to see I had a Voicemail message. I mean, my phone had been in my hand for the entire 5 minute shopping expedition, and it hadn't rung nor vibrated in that time.

So I quickly handed over my hard earned (ha!) $4.85, and dialled the now familiar 101. It's a very odd feeling - walking up the street, ear to phone, listening to an oddly understandable message your fingers have somehow contrived to leave you while your attention was on finding the tomato paste with the lowest sugar content... yep, a five minute message the likes of which I haven't heard for at least a few weeks, since the last time my own arse decided to call me.

Ho hum - had to share.

Eye Yam Wot Eye Yam

[ mood = relaxed music = Radio Freedom - Edge of the World ]

(Instructions: Bold What is True)

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lense
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart and yet so very dense
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of AUS
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller ID
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have smoked a ciggarette
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat!
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal/Blog
58. I don't hate anyone I dislike them (more like cant stand them)
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a mobile phone
63. I believe in God but not in the traditional sense
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest Friday movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the South Park movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be online
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I have cut myself before
100. I am happy at this moment
101. I have been heartbroken in the last 6 months
102. I have traveled to a country outside of AUS
103. I have had sex with a member of the same sex
104. I have used sex toys before
105. I enjoy a good rogering
106. I have had sex in public…
107. … and been caught
108. I’m a sucker for online quizzes

Your turn.....

Thursday, May 5

SSU, from a toilet.

So this is what Joe Somebody thinks... Curious - there goes the supposed 'mandate'.


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I hate being without an internet connection.

Repairs to Caleb are going to cost up to $500 that i don't have! And i'm stuck for updating this blog. (And stuff has happened that i can't wait to add). Grrr.

But i love surprises, and i love presents. We are livin in a material world, after all. Presents and gifts are just too darned irregular these days though.

Just heard my dentist's surgery burnt down two days ago, further delaying my appointment. At least the bleeding has stopped. ;-)

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